So yes, I was totally judgemental. And you can all judge me for it. I just didn't get it. I wanted to stay home and care for Lincoln and at that point I didn't know if that was going to be an option for me. But thank God, He made that happen. We downsized, we moved, lots of other stuff happened but now I get to take care of my baby boy! All day!! Even when I am trying to scrub the toilet and he's trying to drown his Cookie Monster at the same time! From sun up to sun down! And in the middle of the night!
Now I get it. They made MDO so that Stay at Home Moms won't carry an AK47 to HEB and mow down the stock boy when he tells us they are all out of organic applesauce.
So I was also convinced it wouldn't happen because of our "ahem" tighter budget. I also had a lot of guilt about it because I QUIT MY JOB so I could stay and home... so now I wanted to send him to Moms day out? What did that say about me? But with lots of prayer and conversations with my hubby, I realized that it was a good thing. Lincoln LOVES being around other kids, he loves to play with them and interact. AND my hubby helped by being awesome and making a big bonus that allowed us to sqeeeeeeeze some MDO money out of the budget. I think its also because he likes me better when I'm sane.
God also confirmed it in the way that Lincoln took to his class instantly. By instantly I mean that he didn't even cry the first day when I dropped him off!! I couldn't believe it, but I was so glad. I knew he was in a good place and loved being there.
The top picture is of Linc on the first day of MDO. Sort of like the first day of school. The middle one is him showing off his Shark backpack and impatiently waiting to go out to door to school. He kept looking at me like, "Really Mom! No more pictures, lets go!!"
3 comments:
He's still a cutie! I was thinking about sending Katie to Sonshine in September, so I am glad to hear it's going good for you guys.
I miss you Dina! and yes, it has been great for me and Linc! Hopefully we'll be coming in town soon.
good for you, Julie-it does help keep you sane.
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